Pre-Lockdown (Part-1)
Hello everyone, my name is Yaswanth Myneni. I graduated with a degree B.Tech CSE from the Hindustan Institute of Technology and Science in the year 2021. I currently living in Tirupati, Andhra Pradesh.
I joined engineering in July 2017. The first semester passed smoothly but it is new for me to be in a new city alone.
In the second semester, I got into cricket betting this is because my friends are doing it. As my friends get more money through it which got interested in me because of it I started watching cricket matches.
When I win a match it is like a dopamine hit or pleasure for me. But I realized one thing that whenever I lose money I think money is not what I want. Actually, it is true for me that I am playing it not for money but for that dopamine hit or pleasure. Maybe initially money is the factor for me to play it but later I understood that it is not true.
In my case, I am into the experience of pleasantness after winning the game. Which costs me a good GPA in that semester and mental health which is more important. And then due to a huge loss of money in betting, I decided not to play this again. In the background of my mind, I am sure that I am chasing the experience of pleasantness within me.
Then in 2021, I understood that whatever I do it is not for the result but for the process.